domingo, 18 de agosto de 2013

mixed emotions, still feels like the same time

Hi my blog... its been a while since I last posted something... sorry for that. its been crazy out here... a lot of things has changed, new things happening.
you know I came here when im feeling down, duvidoso, enfim xeio d merdas na cabeça... pois bem aqui vao as novidades...
remember Vaniria? oh sure u do... well the girl finaly made up her mind, and came back, yes!! came back for good, with full of luv and passion. We´ve been spending some good times together, and even tough i´m cautious, things could not be better.
but from the other side, Deise is suffering, and I don't know what to do to stop dat, coz if from one side I see extremely difficult to have a future with her, on the other side, I still think she´s a good girl, loyal, cute, and amazing.
I trapped not knowing what to do, and it seems the story is about to repeat, just like when I had Xu and Ninfa (yeah,) and I cant afford to have another war, and also I feel bad having her crying and suffering... I don't know what to do my God...
other stuff happening. I have my credit from BAI almost completed, and when I get it, I must be focused and stick to my plan (get a minibus or something to give cash). got few bills to settle, and will try to close this month:
Eli
Mobilia
Murapa
Rent
Fabio

one 4 now...